i can read

Most of you are probably aware of this strange reading phenomena.  Anyhow, for the minority who are still ignorant, here goes...

i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs forwrad it

Anyhow, I was told only 55 out of a hundred people can read the above message. 

Can you?

On a happier note...business has flourished since i started this stall at toa payoh 206 last year...i'm doing 5 times the sales...

But so wat......i'm still feeling so empty...onli XDD noes how i feel, but she's already lost her fight....no one will be here for me le...miss her so...

I need to get a new life, but no matter how hard i work myself, i just can't seem to get away....things seem just seem to get worse as i dwell deeper...

I'm startin to hate myself, throwing all my dough on drinks...but that's all i can do to keep me numb from all the pain others seem to be happily showerin on me..

loggin off....tml continue this sad story.....

sad.......

Its been so long since i last blogged...and God forbid it, so much happened.....I was never so trashed in my life...

Everyday i would return home drunk as usual.....

I feel that the world has forsakened me...or rather the other way round....

Feel so tired....really so tired....

Wanna get a new way of life, but seems like triads is the only life i have, can't seem to change no matter how hard i try...i just dun like to be lonely.....

And to ppl who've lied to me.....

This is what i say to u...i may appear gong but i'm definitely not gong...if not how to be a leader....tell me the truth and i might still forgive u...but wait for me to break the news that i already noe, i'm afraid that its all too late....thou i miss u alot, i feel hurt when u lie to me time and again...

I noe u r reading this...so please, take the initiative....

I drunk at this moment as i am at all times...the person who understands me has gone and will nevr be back again....unless i join her.....

So tired....

just so tired..........

MY SUPPLIER MISSED MY ORDER TODAY!!!

MY SUPPLIER MISSED MY ORDER TODAY!!! I was so angry...got up early in the morning to do work...usually the chicks will arrive at around 5-5.30 am...but today, i waited and waited till 7 plus while calling my supplier non-stop...The idiot didn't pick up till 8+...Guess what reason did he give me?

"My worker must have been sleeping during work hours...dun worry, i'll screw him for u. Plus i'll give u a free supply of chicken tomorrow! Sorry bro!" I told him that he won't getaway with things so easily...Ya, giving me free chickens seems like a nice gesture...but then, who's gonna pay me for my day? My rental? My profits that i lost? My parents pay? I told him that since he's gonna come collect payment tomorrow, we'l talk about it tomorrow...talking about getting pissed early in the morning...

Happier Things

Last week, i received an order of 120 packets of chicken rice...collection on the 16th, which was a thursday....hard to do man, cos they wanted all roasted chicken rice...so bo bian, gotta go early and do it.....woke up at 5 am, started to do the drying and finally cooking....eh, i'm the only one cooking ok, and i've gotta take care of the chopping too...

Chicken drying up...still got more behind.....

Outing with Charmaine

Met up with Charmaine on Saturday in Plaza Singapura for dinner and movie.....We watched "Yours, Mine and Ours." A typical comedy, funny bits, touching bits...but seriously speaking, some parts are real hilarious...Imagine having 8 kids at home, and then meeting ur first love, falling in love again immediately, only to find out that she has 10 kids!!! Well, with the merger, think u gotta but a real big house and a BUS...yea, a bus...if not how to go out? Plus dad and mum = 20 PAX!!!! Nightmare!!!

posing b4 the food comes...

Miss Charmaine being greedy...kekeke, nice pose babe...she reminds me of a certain PIG in the movie...stealing the pizza...hehehe...

The seafood pizza...wanted to take the whole pic, but Charmaine was too fast for me....

At last, a pic together...we kept forgetin to take one, despite snappin at each other merrily...

Ok, one more.....

Asked her to se where she's walkin liao....sms, sms....eventually walked into the lamp post.....keke...jokin onli lah....

Ok, gotta end here...maybe carry on blogging later on.....

Its been so long...

Its been such a long time...2 mths plus never blog le...Been very very busy entertaining a two groups of new friends...

Been drinking non stop everyday from afternoon onwards...my stomach been takin it real nicely till a few days ago...i puked blood...Guess my liver can't take it too..time to take a break...And my sleep time has been like 2-3 hrs a day on weekdays, 7-8 hrs on weekends...siong man...

Went to so many new clubs, ktv pubs, so many new places to drink...

But i dun deny the fact that i'm trying to hide the fact that i'm feeling damn empty inside....i can only use drinks to numb myself...half the time when i'm with my frens i dun reli indulge in the fun they're having...i can't reli describe how i'm feeling..

Some updated pics...

Playin pool..

Me singing...ugly lah...

At Lor 4 drinkin...

Same as above..

Dinner at a friend's place...i had a share in prep of the food k...

Superb China spirit...52% alcohol..we finished 3 bottles that nite...

Met up wif a few secondary school mates...This charming chap is Roy..his sis is also very chio, 6 years my junior...When i last saw her she was still a lil girl...haven't met up wif her yet, but i kept disturbing her on msn...tellin her..UNCLE CARRY, COME COME....hahahaha!!!

My god sis since primary sch...chio bo?

Carlsberg event, free beer whole nite long.....we went home totally smashed...

Cheers to Carlsberg!!! Yey!!!

Met up wif Chloe...first time after knowing her for near 2 years...Dun angry wif me for putting up this pic hor, cos its the onli pic i have...keke...

Tiong Soon and me...my TRI*D buddy...

My childhood time barber shop...the bugs bunny cute hor..their business damn good k...Got long queue during weekends one...at least one hour...

The whisky we took when i went to Actors in boat quay...its a nice place man...watever songs u wanna sing u gotta play urself and ur frens...guitar and drums and keyboard all provided...

My dear frens...Steven, Tom, and me...

At my fren's pub...

Me and Shushan...chio hor...

Me and Angelis....she looks so much like Jacelyn Tay in real life...this pic is taken by i oso dunno who...bad pic...keke..all drunk liao lah...

The person on the far left is the boss...

K lah, carry on again tml...moody man....going to sleep...nites!